Wednesday, January 18, 2012

I hate when friends make me sad and disappoint me.
I asked days ago, they said of course we can when they are less busy.
Then I find out they going to do what I asked..but I was not invited.
What?
:(

Friday, January 13, 2012

Today was a wonderful and relaxed day
I didn't wear any make up.
I wore my cow shirt that I made with Kevin (he left last week) who I miss a lot.
I made a list of all the shows I need to keep up with.
And had Ghiradelli chocolate while watching my shows and finishing the Hunger Games series (good books! they all made me cry...)
no complaints :)

Thursday, January 12, 2012

I hate job hunting! Its so much work it already seems like a job.
I'm still waiting to hear back from about 6 different nanny jobs, a house cleaning business and delivering phone books. Plus, I may go apply to be the statue of liberty mascot waver...everyone warns me not to, but at least it's not a lot of customer interaction right?
Do I sound desperate yet?

Monday, January 2, 2012

2011

Sorry I have been kinda out of the world for the last while. Now that I'm home, I like to actually have a life. Happy New Year! I thought that it might be nice to think back about 2011 and remember some of memories.

January: made a new friend who turns out to be a best friend, got accepted into BYU-Idaho

February: still crazy crushing on two people I shouldn't have, got denied to BYU Provo and decided I'm going to Idaho

March: turn 18, got my heart broken, became a crazy Jimmer fan, Yellowcard concert with my wonderful Dad

April: start crushing on Ricky again, best spring break ever in Florida with my parents and Tamar and Hailey

May: graduate from Seminary (never thought that day was ever going to come!), broke someone's heart, ziplining for the first time, got the letter I wrote to myself in 8th grade

June: Kyden's mom passed away, start hanging out with the YSA, meet Brandon, graduate high school, Candace passed away

July: say goodbye to Jonathan, fell completely for Brandon, trip to Wilmington with my favorite girls, last Harry Potter movie

August: big month for me, first kiss, inseparable with Brandon, had to say goodbye to my best friends and Brandon, drove to Utah, got to see Brandon when he came out to Utah, had heart surgery

September: move into my apartment and start school in Idaho, make new friends, become even closer with my brother and visit him in Logan

October: first phone call from Brandon since he left, went through too much girl drama and had to cut some people out of my life, spend General Conference in Provo with Jake and Kelsey, lost someone I thought was a friend, visit Logan more

November: made stronger relationships with my roommates, got treated badly by a friend and lost my trust in him, Thanksgiving in Provo with Kevin, Jake and Kelsey (Kahlan is adorable!), Breaking Dawn at 2:45 in the morning, Brandon graduated Basic Training

December: finally got to be home, Williamsburg with the family, saw Brandon again, love him....and broke his heart, started repairing some lost friendships, Christmas with the family, new years with great friends, so happy to be home.